it doesn't matter what it is we've got to catch it

jellybabiestomanual:

chimingofthebells:

explodingorigami:

radiolocked:

dontstartlethewitch:

holdmyhandmydear:

kovaniy:

man cramps suck and can you really type witout thinking oh fuck typoed without i am not good at this this is what happens wen ican’t edit goddamnit my typing speed does not match my brain speed and so i end up making all tese stupid typos goddamnit there’s another one my followers will think i’m an idiot fuck fuck fuck okay um hi i love you guys i love ice cream i love walnuts and cashews i wish girl scout cookies were coming nearby sooner and that’s it i guess bye

So I’m thinking about the class difference between and wondering if that would work out in the long run. I mean- I’m awesome, I’m smart and pretty great at stuff. But look at him over there with his boarding school smile. Plus, I bet his mum would hate me. Mums hate me. But we like a bunch of the same stuff! We could go see shows and quote obscure literary references at each other and I could sit him down and make him play a video game or something. I don’t know. Why is my life so dull. This is rambling and long and randomly put together. Stream of thought always freaks me out because I am an editing freak. I will go over everything over and over again to make sure it looks at least decently presentable. Ugh. I’m done. I’m typing lying down and now my wrist hurts from being bent at a weird angle.

Just because it’s been four months doesn’t make it special, I mean, I think about him every damn day, why is today important? It’s not even exactly four months, it’s like six days until then, and you can’t DO THAT TO ME, you can’t just use him like a weapon against me because it fucking sucks. It just makes me want to slaughter you with my bare hands, it doesn’t make me sad or guilty, it just makes me MAD. I’m MAD AT YOU and I will never stop being MAD AT YOU because you’re never going to be a decent person. You’re always going to be a selfish asshole and I’m really sorry for the people who are stuck with you and I REFUSE TO BE ONE OF THEM. 

(hot damn that felt good.)

My hands are freezing right now. It’s really cold in my room. I kinda need a cuddle right now. I always want a cuddle, but I never have anyone to cuddle. Ahahahah. Why was I thinking about her during work. Why the hell am I drawing John as a Chocobo? Curse you, nonnie! I hope you’re happy!

my computer is really getting hot. i really want to knit right now, but i am not not watching something british. wow this show that my mom is watching has lots of obese people. i know some of them its not their fault, but whatever. oh my a slope. i have no idea. my mom said it. this is extremely boring. steak sounds really good right now. yum i love meat. meat. meat. sausages. like when Zim was a sausage in that one episode. he was so cute, so was Dib. I wonder when I will get that shirt. I should check that on my e-mail. I also need to send e-mails to people. I am so tired from the show. I still need to finish Cabin Pressure and knit. Must. Finish. Doctor Who Scarf. And bring it in and show my friend.

Imma try this again so NYAAAAASHYVEGNAAAAAAMABABEESHYMABA yep thats my interpretation of the lion iking i fINALLY convinced m choir teacher to let us sing that song after campagning since seventh grade I klnow its only ninth grade now but still FIUCK YOU and fuck yvyrone motherfuckr I feel like this episode of glee was just to tease Faberry shippers I’m not really one of them I’m not even a gleek but I still watch the show and am aware of the fandom so that counts right dear god what is backspace is that even a thing right now ASDF: SDFgm s;ca keyboard smaaaaash yep thats my headoh look I have a fb notification when was the last time that happened I guess I’ll stop this then

Ffffff this song goddamit lord of the rings i love this fucking song so much into the west aaaaaah all the feeels i want to sing but dont want to wake up my housemates ah well fuck them ill sing if i want even if it is like 4am who cares aaaaah my knees and shoulders hurt from kneeling on the floor what are you doing up there sherlock shimeji no stay away from him jim but yeah kneeling on the floor drawing out the outline for my new keyblade coz im that cool now my neck itches i need to scratch it thats better i am running out of things to type about and i want to sing and cant sing and type at the same time else a wierd combo of thoughts and lyrics will come out the end bye i love you all tumblr.

My mom is worried about me being bisexual she thinks I’m doing it on purpose to try and rebel and that I’m “telling God He’s wrong” and she’s apparently been crying about it WELL SORRY MOM I’ll try not to talk to you about it EVER AGAIN I mean you say you worry because you want me to have an easier life but IT WOULD BE A LOT EASIER IF YOU COULD FIND SOME WAY OF ACCEPTING THIS ABOUT ME I am not “doing this on purpose” this is not something I can “do” this is something that I am and I really really really don’t want to make a big deal out of it because it shouldn’t be a big deal and I don’t want to be one of those people who shoves their sexuality - straight, gay, bi, pan, ace, etc., whatever - down other people’s throats (yes yes that’s what she said shut up) because that’s really annoying and sometimes disturbing (I mean not like posting blogs about it on tumblr but like making it the focus of every conversation you have with someone) but you have me SO FUCKING SCARED that I never ever EVER talk about being attracted to girls around anyone even if I’m out to them because WHAT IF THEY CHANGE THEIR MINDS AND SUDDENLY START ACTING LIKE YOU? What if they decide it’s not okay or what if they were LYING TO ME before because they didn’t want to argue and I would actually be making them extremely uncomfortable by acknowledging my sexuality around them and then things would be awkward and I’m already awkward around people and I SHOULDN’T THINK THESE THINGS ABOUT THESE PEOPLE because they’re my FAMILY and my FRIENDS but I can’t help it because MY OWN MOTHER WON’T ACCEPT ME SO WHY THE HELL SHOULD ANYONE ELSE?

(Source: smoshdawsonbuscus)